Rewrite love

I wrote a few words in my life. Family, home, friends, studies, love and so on. I know they are so much to learn but I am not smart to understand what's are true meaning that they bring to life. To understand few more words such as respect and mature, I erased the word, love. A full stop just replaced the word without any reason. I lost my enthusiasm to rewrite it. Holding the pen trying to write the very first alphabet. Failed to do so because I am afraid of mistakes. Instead of writing, I draw... Drawing what's the life I am wanted to be.