Awkward 'Hi'

Ops... I thinking more and more again.

I just simply miss the time we had before.

Yes, I should move on, non-stop.

It's been thousand times 

I'm telling myself everyday 

and every moment when I think about you.

Even my friends told me to let go, 

treating you are simply like a normal friend.

Hoping that we are friends.

Can talk, can laugh, can play, can share...

Are we still friends?

Speechless is appeared always after a 'hi'.

I stop smiling and afraid of looking at you. 

Pretending that I'm don't know by saying that I forget.

What are the responds should i give?

Awkward between us never go away.

All of these making me sad.

Are you feeling the same?

Crystal clear that it will never come back.

It just go away.

I'm not standing here to wait.

There are a lot more to go right in front of me.

Please... can we be friends and have happy conversations?

Actually, I didn't forget all about you.

And I don't want to forget you anyway....